hello God.(:

2 weeks to torture

2008-12-19T23:06:00.001-08:00

Holidays are ending T_T
I dont want to think about the total adrenaline rush for the next 8 months!

Mr Yo your package arrived back at my house today !!!

Things left to be done :

1. All the holiday homework that ive no more motivation / intention to finish

2. Go out w J for our date hahah

3. Watch angus thongs & perfect snogging / nick & norah's infinite playlist

4. Do christmas cards + packages

5. Stop being such an eating machine.

6. QUIT. OBSESSING. OVER. TWILIGHT.

ok baiiiiii non-existent readers ^^v

Tired

2008-12-07T09:35:00.000-08:00

Has everything changed ?
Or is it me that has changed ?

I miss my friends :(
Today, is a sad day. :(

The dream i had consistently over a couple of insomnia-ridden nights , left me feeling drained & confused.
I hope it never comes true. Ever.

No not a dream , a nightmare.
How could i let the sweetest of dreams slip away?

On a sidenote , I really really really cant wait to watch Twilight :)

A tiny update before a massive update

2008-12-03T07:45:00.001-08:00

Hello folks !
I want to drink purple grape yakult right now ! :D

Hahaha is this considered an update ?
Will update after ive finished my course at NAFA okay!
Meanwhile love love love you all :)

Hehe here is something to appease you all currently ...
My boyfriend (He said so himself, yay!)

♥ !!!
Hes only what makes me look forward to coming to the course that is so stressful :(
& my other new found friend Jessica :)

* Sigh. *
Hope your holidays are better than mine
Ciao !

Sleep = best

2008-11-17T23:44:00.000-08:00

Blissful sleep. :)
Luv luv luv waking up naturally in my cozy bed in the afternoon w/ air con on!
Woke up 'cos of telephone callz & dragged to temple with mummy.
Came home smelling of incense (ew hate it) & ive done my math shiz.

Ok basically ive nothing to post :(
Yup wonderful day.
Bye folks !!!
I shall show you my cuppiez-terminator soon! Its damn gorgeous. :)

P/s: Mr Yoooooo! Why my pakage / mail havent reach you yet ! :(

tea for thought

2008-11-17T07:46:00.000-08:00

I believe,

"I'd have a better chance at catching lightning than understanding what goes through your head."
-kissfaintkill
Have you heard of the word trust?
Because, we dont share that between us at all.
I want to stop conjuring images / personalities of who i think you are.
No more.

Blank

2008-11-11T00:45:00.001-08:00

Turns out this week is gna be a really busy busy week! :(
Tests, Prom night, Kayaking! Hehe.
Hope i will find the strength, feel quite tired these few days. :(

Gna flunk my chem test today, the paper was so easy ! But i didnt study about the recycling of metals and i mixed up my extraction of limestone. Shows that i never prepare properly.
So must buck up lots for my maths and my lit tomorrow !!!

Anw i need Clara to come tmr ! I want to use mahogany brown ! Hahaha.
Hope it will turn out alright. :)

Kz toodles
Congrats Obamaaaa! :D Hehehe.

Paper heart

2008-11-10T06:13:00.000-08:00

MUTTONS !!!!
WOOHOO! Hahaha muttons rock manz !
They crab so much!
People listen to muttons to midnight kkkk !
Im luving the song ' Check Yes Juliet - Run baby Run '
I just knw that this song existed today. Haha!

Today's alright :)
Hahaha. Four of us tmr, hopefully !!!
Cant wait for Twilight to come out ! Must watch! Super excited about it.
History = best !
mr Hui's Little pink teddybear. (relates to Francooo.)
Hahaha. & Azli cannot even guess it. So slow !
Kz hope tmr will be even greater + better + awesomer !
Gna cojole the four to go look for tht smthg tmr. :)
Clara better not ponnnnn or i'll kick your ass.
Yay!

& Just now, my eldest brother came home and suddenly went,"妹妹,送给你的."
Then he gave me Pocky & Hello Panda & Hi-chew !!!
Omg that is seriously very amazing lor, considering he never gets anything unless its a special occasion plus he doesnt talk much.
But later i found out that he had some event at his office & they are actually freebies (Except for hi - chew) -_______-''
False hope, Hahaha !

Okay God Bless & many loves :D
!!!
I feel that im not close to you guys anymre.
Unless when im needed.
What happen to all those times?
Why must this happen?

Maybe im thinking too much these days... ):
Or just being paranoid little me.
Sry for all the flaws i have. ):

The heart melts

2008-10-30T04:27:00.000-07:00

Alright here you go peeeople ! :D
My 'massive' post, hahaha.
HOW. I. WISH. SINGAPORE. CELEBRATED. HALLOWEEN !!!
Omg it would be damn awesome (i think)
I would go as...um a bunny. Lol. Hahaha. Or a kitty cat ! (meow meow)
Or or or Tifa (Final Fantasy) Hahahahaha interesting.

Ok anw piccys over here ! :D
Yay! (Random order)

Loves !

Birthday cake ! Hahaha i know the price ! Lolllll.
Thanks Haskel Timmy Dom Nehx2 Kuenkuen!

(Retards.)

Fooooood = $140 +

Heheheheez

PSP siaozxzxzxzxz.

Yihui measuring her height w the movie tix ! :D

Nehx2, TimmyHoooo who wont stop moving.

Thx people. 2 Grace Happymeal cliqueeee ! :D

Rmb the 'Happiness lies in a happymeal' !!!

Sentosa Celebbb ! (:

Wet and cold and cutting cheesecake Hahahaha

Water's enticing right !!! Hahaha. Bangra attracted to us somemore. Haha.

Thank you for the lovelie cake ! Love tons !

Sarah making nutella toast for me yayyyy !

(:Happy piknikerz

Siloso bitch ! :D /Beach ! :D

& these are the wonderful peeople who celebrated my birthday

thank youuuu ! Love love love many ! (: (4eva and eva)

Other pictures w Mr Yooooo~ !

Heeheez&

school celebration pictures w Joshua Koh + many others, Video (?) With Guoyan Lol.

Haha!

Thank you Chrissy !

*Oh Plus plus plus

if any girl (specifically GIRL) asks you for donation and says smthg like this...

"Hi! Dont worry, im not going to ask you to buy anything from me! Instead i would like you to spare me just a few minutes of your time. Ok im sure your parents give you pocket money right? Dont be offended! Anw, im from a low-income family & i have to work to get money to pay for my school fees etc etc...

If you could just give me $2, and if youre kind-hearted enough..." (!#$%^&)

DO NOT DONATE TO HER !!!

She is a scam okay !

Sarah & I stupidly donated to her, & the next day guess what !

We saw her eating at KFC !!! @:<<

Stupid Scammer. & later, she was asking people for donations yet again.

& she totally doesnt look poor at all lor. :(

Ok im done brogging for now

I will brog more frequently !

Xoxo

God bless! :3

(One more week of extended lessons, endure endure!)

xoxo

2008-10-24T15:43:00.001-07:00

I promise, massive update soon. (:
Xoxo, Hugs and kisses to every1 who celebrated my birthday& wished me. (:
Loves!

Right now...Im off to Little India for cheap thrills & roti prataaaa, yay me! :D

Give & Give back

2008-09-21T01:48:00.000-07:00

Hellooo (:
Yea the exams are coming but i dont feel stressed enough!
"That sucks" - quoted by Clara who has been patiently being a meditator between Azli, Kaming & I when we want her notes. Lol.

I usually win. :D
End of year in 5 days! :( :( :(
Time to get serious.

But anyway...

Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.
b) For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c) YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d) Put this on your blog.

1. If someone says,"Is this okay?"
Obviously - Mcfly

2. How would you describe yourself?
New Soul - Yael Naim

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Bye bye - Mariah Carey

4. How do you feel today?
Happy Birthday - The Click Five

5. What is your life's purpose?
When it doesnt matter - Angela Ammons

6. What is your motto?
Bubbly - Colbie Caillat

7. What do your friends think of you?
Baby Love - Nicole feat Will.i.am

8. What do you think of your parents?
You get me - Michelle Branch

9. What do you think about very often?
Love song - Sara Bareilles

10. What is 2+2?
Work this out - High School Musical 2

11. What do you think of your best friends?
Home - Chris Daughtry

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Leavin' - Jesse McCartney

13. What is your life?
Worst Case Scenario - The Hoosiers

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Hot - Avril Lavigne

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Roses - Meg & Dia

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
The Great Escape - Boys like Girls

17. What will they play at your funeral?
She fucking hates me - Puddle of Mudd

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Shake it - Metro Station

19. What is your biggest fear?
Banana pancakes - Jack Johnson

20. What is your biggest secret?
Misery Business - Paramore

21. What do you think of your friends?
Realize - Colbie Caillat

I love this!:D
Its damn accurate okay! :D Haha. I particularly like No.4, No.10, No.13!
Haha. Agree w No.13!

Feel quite philosophical today. Drew alot of random stuff, & my daddy came home, armed
w lovely tehtarik, toast, hellopanda, raisinbread w sugar, meiji yoghurt & a new watch for me for me!:D Sadly, have to put in batteries for it to work. But thats okay! Yay im so happy! Tyty daddy.
In return i gave him a hug & paid for his haircut, haha. At Maison Hairmake ok!
Not cheap!
Alright off to the usual hitting the books. (:

Love!<3
I shall give all of you...

And a four leaf clover for a ton of goodluck!!!
!!!:)

Right, now go studyyyy!:D

One Monday

2008-09-08T06:09:00.001-07:00

And i didnt really believe that my life would be better & happier somehow...
But it really did. (:
& I am happy & grateful to my friends, family, &God.
What more could i ask for? (:

ok maybe for things to stay this way!

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
I like this happy feeeeling!
Cloud Nine.
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Question that is in my miniscule brain now: Should i get a piknik basket? (:
" CCB (Justin Chua Chee Beng) keeps calling me a XiaoKuku until i think i am one. "

Heehaw

2008-09-02T07:13:00.000-07:00

An Illinois man left the snowballed streets of Chicago for a vacation in Florida. His wife was on a business trip and was planning to meet him there the next day. When he reached his hotel, he decided to send his wife a quick e-mail.

Unable to find the scrap of paper on which he had written her e-mail address, he did his best to type it in from memory. Unfortunately, he missed one letter, and his note was directed to an old widow whose husband had passed away only the day before. When the grieving widow checked her e-mail, she took one look at the monitor, let out a piercing scream, and fell to the floor dead.

At the sound, her family rushed into the room and saw this note on the screen:

Dearest Wife,

Just got checked in. Everything prepared for your arrival tomorrow.

Your Loving Husband.

P.S. Sure is hot down here.

(!!!!!)
Hahaha! Email sure is dangerous. Haha.
(:Good day today, praying for more&more good days to come!

Art w Gossips tmr, yay!
They are damn hardcore Gossips, Haha.
Esp Choir & CO! Haha. Lots of infoooo~
I dont know why i feel like jumping around & laughing alot! :D
Drill w B again tmr! Its actually fun! (:
Haha.

I feeeeel damn inspired/motivated to go cut short!:D
Should i!!!!
Omg im damn happy for no reason at all,
this is awesome!!!

GBU

2008-09-01T07:01:00.000-07:00

Im happy. (:
No more reminding myself to be happy cos thats just sooo dumb. (:

/edit
i know you guys think that im not the least bit interested to help out w planning,
but its hard enough for me to balance everything ok?
im trying my best to commit,
but even when i go, its like im nothing there.
& i absolutely hate that feeling.
seeing what you wrote just left me so empty
cos you dont understand...

Nothing better to do

2008-08-31T00:42:00.001-07:00

This bunch of crazy siaosiao people from NPCC keep calling me to harrass me.
One of them is this guy:

Sorry i know the pix is damn pixelated & blur but still!
You all know who the badboy is! :D
Hahaha ! :D
I dont know how to cock your dumb rifle ok! :D

DIVA!

2008-08-30T08:40:00.001-07:00

Today's a real crazy day!:D
Woke up naturally, which needless to say, feeeeels damn GOOOOOOOOD! :D
& with the sunlight, the birdy (filbert) chirping, the aroma of toast for breakfast wafting through the room...
I cant even describe how wonderful that feels! :D
But a while later, i got hit by waves of macdonalds cramps! :(
Pain pain pain.
Thankfully my brother got me a hotwaterbottle. Trust me that helps! No more pink pill. Hes probably being very nice now cos he just blew $80 on 2 ZARA shirts which are very horribly gorgeous & im not going to make him turn into a big airhead by telling him that they look like they are worth every cent.
$8o for depressing over his gf woes. Yep.

Bused down to meet Miss B, forgetting that she was at Jalan Leban!!!
Hahaha. So as usual, tom & jerry saves the day. (:
Walking around & thinking random people look like each other is the norm tooo! :D
& I have t admit i really like those moments! :D
Checked out topshop card at marina sq (i think?)
& inside was only.....

ONE DOLLAR! $1!!!
Hahaha!:D Still thinking that inside the mystery card could have $1000!
a tad disappointed but...

while considering whether or not to buy the chunky white +gold stars bracelet at Topshop,
& deciding to head to Diva (which is totally a killer) !!!
Never go Diva unless you've got tons of $$$ or is v narrow minded&practical.

Because in a span of 20 minutes & less,
we...

actually....

spent...

a Grand Total of $xxx !!!
Which is v unbelievable & your heart would also stop if you knew the price!!!
Even though we got "status"
& are not portrayed as poor little girls...
Still. Omg omg omg.
Yes i am still reeling from shock.
Hahaha.

Anw we met Michelle Chong there! :D
She had this ':O' expression on her face! Haha.
V cute.

I luv Miss B! :D
Hehe. More one on one outings kkkk ! :D

Lastly as a gentle reminder to me myself & you :
END OF YEAR EXAM IS IN AROUND A MONTH, SPECIFICALLY 26 DAYS.
YES 26 DAYS!!!

I need to get bitten by the Study Bug NOW.

Help

2008-08-29T02:18:00.000-07:00

Help me choose:
Roller skates or diamonds? :D
I think both are damn nicenicenice!!!
Roller skates or diamonds/ roller skates or diamonds/ roller skates or diamonds?!!!
Hahaha.

&&& does anybody wna go to the heeren tmr? :)

Updated

2008-08-27T06:20:00.000-07:00

Updated!:D
Updated!:D
Updated!:D

Hahaha.
I hope tmr runs realll smoooth tmr!:D
I feel contented. :D
I am harpee! :D
I have updated my blog! :D
Heeheeheez. :D
I like touching Azli's hair! (or lack of) !!! :D :D :D

Revelation

2008-08-24T00:59:00.000-07:00

Jesus Saves ! :D

Church was quite great! :D
Vivi actually woke up later than me..Haha.
For once! :D
Finally went to EXPO church, & saw Chunfu & Shurong! :D
Btw everyone who goes there should go eat the hotdog! :D
Damn nice okay!
Hahaha.
Quite a revelation I received, especially from a Japan couple who received their cert of Theology (which is a 5months course of reading the Bible, preaching, etc!)
Their love is so strong! :D
For both each other & God.
The guy was even an ex-Yakuza member!
Hahaha.
I went to read up on the Yakuza, which is a strong Jap gang thats real violent and have alot of vices.
So cool.
Jozzy & Jossy are v cute. Haha. Keep quarrelling like kids. :D
Anwy
Get me a puppy for my birthday! :D
Please?
Haha. We went to BK, but got distracted by the dog convention that was going on.
I LOVEEEE DOGGGS! :D
Especially fat, furry ones! :D
Aww. (:

Okay going to study some History.
I dont want to go to school tmr! :(
Xo hots
Bai Bai! :D

Everything's gna be, alright!

Letdown

2008-08-21T05:13:00.001-07:00

Feel so disappointed today.
Quite empty too.
Hate the feeling!
Even when i really am happy, i just have this sort of heartache! );
Okay maybe im just really weird.
Like some monster.
Hahaha. People beware! :D

Woooohoooo.
Actually i kinda liked class today.
Able to sit down w Harrison & talk alot during ______!
Which was great! :D
Joel Ng is a great pornstar. :D
Lol!
Clara & Sarah is good company.
So is V&C!

Oh & I think im having real Pms.
Between the Israel thing, Lit remedial and Aces,
I suddenly got this huge mooodswing.
If not i wont be so sensitive towards such a small matter! ):
Really really poor attitude of mine.
Feel v letdown by myself.
Like what Clement say,
'Must commit'!
Thanks Clem.
Hes quite nice actually.

Btw i lost lamby!!!
Oh well. :(
Im going to live each day like theres no tomorrow! :D

Love is suicide

JD.Knight

2008-08-18T07:41:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, im just really at a loss at what to do.
If im giving you mixed signals...
Just dont take it the wrong way. Please.
Im now really screwed at 1042pm because i am not going to school tmr and im not only nutcase rushing the Israel powerpoint, script and meeting with VP and J.Chong.
This is great.

JKnight! (:
Thanks for calming me down.
And I really really really love friends.
wuper6, CSP.
I miss JPAK alottttt too. ):
Feel so faraway from the other two twits. :/
And Zhou Zhou/ Chou chou/ dog is soooo cute! :D

Hello, sunshine

2008-08-15T04:15:00.000-07:00

Finally everything's starting to turn out quite alright !(:
Had a nice day. (:
While the dialogue thing made me a lil mad, i must learn to forgive and forget.
Because maybe it wasnt done purposely anw, right!
Haha.
Okay nevermind.

Franco was really childish today! Keep playing and running around!
Like suddenly he was living childhood. (:
& Christopher has got this moodswing / split personality thing going on.
Haha. Hua too!
Creeepy!

Franco is going to return me $20 tmr. (:
He is fat. (:
He has a v hairy moustache that he would never let me touch!
And he said it tickles! :D
Lollololololololol
\o/

Today was a good afternoon spent w wupersix and Chariene.(:
Alot of talking & sharing & laughing & cheering!
I luv these kind of moments.(:
Really worth remembering. (:
And tmr im going to go morning jog w CV! Harpee iz me. (:
Hopefully lunch w B after that.
Its gna be a really great day, w CVB and Hpt. <3

BTW
NATIONAL CAMP BRAVO KICKS ASS!
BRAVOFOUR, LOVE. <3
Me and Viv switched personalities for that camp!
Haha.
Interesting.
Enjoyed camp alottttt!
Harpee that im tanner & fitter (not slimmer, unfortunately.)

BravoFour;
Elaine,Irma,Liyana,Wingtong,'KoreanDoll',Kenneth,JJ,JianHui,JianKeat,EndyFitri
'Themexicancircus',Hamir(?). (:
4 days of fun, love and wonderful touching memories.
"Wheres the peanut?"
Haha. Love luv wuv! :D

Plan

2008-08-05T00:38:00.000-07:00

Well heres what im going to do.
Im going to pull you aside from the rest of your friends, sit you down, and make you hear me out.
These two days have been so traumatic...Especially art period on Monday.
Made me think alot. Then today I just felt so angry that you didnt understand anything.
Like just keep blaming me?
When it really isnt my fault since everyone can spread those nasty rumours alright?
Like as if i hadnt heard any horrible rumours about me either.
But i dont go around asking your friends about it. I dont question your trust.
But what about me?
Yeah so its not all about me.
Look, we just really need to communicate.
Sometimes I feel like people are just forcing me to love you.
I like you, but you cant force love.
Sometimes I have to quarrel with my friend over this matter.
And it hurts because friendship isnt meant to be like that.
We cant take things for granted, no?
On the other hand, you feel betrayed. Because i didnt talk to you?
But you also dont bother talking to me.
I dont always want to be the one having to go up to you.
Its weird and I feel like im always needing to take the initiative.
Sigh.
A friendship with you is already hard to keep, can you imagine love?

Also...
"Judge not, and you shall not be judged. Condemn not, and you shall not be condemned. Forgive, and you shall be forgiven. " (Luke 6:37)
Something to keep in mind.

HelloGoodbye

2008-08-02T21:23:00.000-07:00

Leaving on the 1oth at 9pm. (:

Anticipating...

Maybe you would like to know,

that i miss those times as much as you do.

No thanks that its Sunday and that i wasted my Saturday!

Haha.

Just travelled and slept the whole day on Saturday.

Happy birthday to my Daddy. :D

Anw I wanted lunchey with Bunnny but couldnt cos I was off to do something!

If there wasnt any more Gb on Saturday, It is veh good news! :D

Because it means:

No GB! :D

And nice lunch +companionship w B. :D

And im going to study a bit (if i dont fall asleep)

and pester my brother (who is zleeeping!)

Naw maybe i shall go back to sleeeeeep.

Ok Byebye!

Btw George Sampson is hot stuff! :D

As you can read, im in quite a good mood.

Dont know why! :D

Which is good too! :D
Maybe cos macdonalds is over. Hahaha.

Yaypers!

Also i have to stop cursing people to grow ballzzzz

Aha.

And lastly, I know that ...

Everybody loves the jabbawockeez!

Right! :D

Lol, i realised that i said Bye bye like ages ago.

Byebye! (for real)

Hello

2008-07-31T07:58:00.000-07:00

We are...
Pitch 'o8 finalists!!!! :DDDD

Omgeee.
Awesome! :D
Hard work pay off , but tmr is the real gamble okay! :D
Cheers.
Thank you Amber, you've beeen so super.

I am now so tired, ive been missing sleep for the past 2 / 3 days.
Wish me luckkk. :/

Whatever.
Gawd. Grow up.

live off nothing

2008-07-30T07:42:00.000-07:00

Maybe you should take me aside and explain everything.
Bit by bit.
I dont mean to say that im right and youre wrong. No one's the superior sex.
Im just trying to convey that im confused and i would also like answers.
You could provide me with that. :D

/shagged

Burn

2008-07-28T06:40:00.000-07:00

Im v confused.
Does every moment have to be so hard? So depressing?
Some things are seriously not meant to be.
Even i want to be inconspicuous, im involved in the drama.
I never wanted it ok! :(
From just now,
That attitude. I see that everything is no point.
You dont even want to hear me out. (Haha Vivian always says "hear me out!")
Just from what you observe, from what you hear.
Nevermind about how i feel, right?
Fine.
So i shouldnt bother about trying to salvage the damage already.
Its not a one man's job.
Let's sit back and watch this combust.
And i'd be the one in the flames.
-

Hehe my lj friend Haylee is now officially engaged! :D
Gosh. Its so incredible.
She met her bf thru maple, actually met in real life, and she moved in with him this year.
Haha. Nice love story.
See, proves that some fairytales do come true.
Maybe just for some. Hmm.

Had a long chat with daddy + mummy.
I agree, i have too many commitments. Besides, when i graduate people look at my results first.
So ive got to buck up by a long mile.
I really love my parents. (:
My daddy is v nice, he actually brought my toy pet unicorn to a laundrymat to wash cos it got stained with pen ink! :D
Wooosh. Its super white and veh clean! :D
Plus its only a stuffed toy. (:
Very harpee!

Lastly Happy Birthday Geraldddd & Haskel! :D
Ive got awesome friends. SWS, JPAK, CPS, +++.
I really dont know what i would do without you guys!
Thank God for people like youuuuu. :D
Love luv wuv!
Mwakz \0/

Heeheez

2008-07-26T22:59:00.000-07:00

Well so im supposed to be studying but this wont hurt. :D

A couple got this tattoo. Its so coool, and it wouldnt really matter if they broke up. (:
Mmmmm. Vincent Van Gogh's painting - in tattoo form. Hinges for elbows! Nice! And lastly :my favourite. Glow in the dark! :D

Okay Bye bye v^o^v

Draw a Blank

2008-07-22T08:32:00.000-07:00

Im tired people.
Really very tired.
Everything's just screwed these few days. Its a wonder how things can just change so fast.
At least i learnt that friendship's really fragile.
I dont know how're we're going to revert back to how we were before.
I really wish it could just be the usual- crazy, fun, exciting.
When i could tell you lots of things and we would laugh.
Youre afraid it would hurt me but its already hurting. ):

Anw.
I realised that TWS keeps targeting me & Geraldine.
The minute we close our eyes, he eagles in on us and ask us alot of questions, while everybody else is like sleeeping alrdy.
But i guess its good, cos we get to stay a little teeny bit awake! :D
Geraldine's v nice and funny. Haha.
The bunny on her pencilcase is scary and funnny! The ears twitch when you pull the bunnybutt. I like!
Oh and she caused Esaint to fall over his chair!
:D
Haha. Cos he was leaning on her table, and she wonderfully pulled it back. :D
So Esaint's chair fell over and his face hit onto someone's bag.
Ouch. Hope hes alright. Haha.
And he said to owe him, she had to stead w him. Lol.

Lunch was okay tooo!
Bunny and comparisons of high class + low class and nice food =
Makes for a ^.^ me!
Haha. The A & WC thing was the funniest! :D
And after that Amber came.
Her imac is awesome. :)
V pretty you know?

My eyeballs are very itchy these days.
I keep rubbing them then these weird multicoloured spots dance in front of my vision.
Possibly a bad sign? :/
Im not sure.
Speaking about eyeballs,
they're going to close.
Good night.

Sigh

2008-07-21T02:00:00.000-07:00

So i dont know whats going on.
I dont know why youre treating me this way.
But its alright.
Cos i still treat you as one of my really good friends.
Even if you dont do the same.

Besides, i wish i didnt come school today.
I hated every bit of it.
Everything sucked ballz.

For now, i'll take it that the problem lies w me.
Yeah stupid complacent paranoid sensitive ugly me.

Im unprepared.

2008-07-17T09:16:00.000-07:00

Im working hard.
Is it hard enough?
And am i setting my priorities right?

Anwy, thanks for the support.
Not.
Kiss my ass.

Normal Day.

2008-07-15T07:07:00.000-07:00

I loveee Kate Nash.
Her voice is pure fluid. :D
Average Day.
Nothing v Significant, i think.

Morning Assm was bloody long, double national anthem, devotion, announcements, storytelling.
CRAZY! :/
Haha. V scary, everybody around me went down.
Persevere! :D
Lessons were boring as usual.
Stop laughing at my position, damnit.
At least i made it. Haha.
EL, Jarad had this cool bluetooth hacking device.
I am not going to suck up to Tuck!
Haha.

Went KFC. Laughed tons :D
Went back to school. Laughed some more. :)
Headed home and here i am.

Feel real sad for the Security Guard! :(
He was a really nice dude, although he always watched out for whether we wore shoes or slipppers.
Hope hes safe whereever he is now. :D
Take care! :D

Different songs that im listening to are making my emotions fluctuate.

Lol.

2008-07-14T06:49:00.000-07:00

Today it was released! :D
When everybody was probably watching Simpsons on Tv at home (well thats what i would be doing) and eating nachos with cheeze!
Quite shocked with the eventual results... other than myself!
Haha.
And Sj & I were rejoicing somehow! :D
I see things in a new light today.
Somehow i like everybody tons better. :D
I am happy! :D
I want to kiss Channing Tatum & buy new outfitters boxers and add a 'xiao' to everybody's name! :D
Xiaokuku is nice! :D
Haha just joking, not funny. :D
Plus from _____ onwards, I hope everythings gna be a lot easier and not so stressfulll.

Anwy I felt happy a while ago but now i dont! :/
I feel drained, bored and tired.
Tmr's Tuesday, one of the worst days of the week because i absofkingly detest the Tuesday's timetable to bits.
4 science practs, 2 SS, 2 Math, 1 El, 1 E-Hist.
Yay, not. xP

To digress, i found myself a new hobby just stoning in front of the com on the weekend. :)
Its simple, reading fashion editorials and editing them! :D
Haha. How to do that is sekkcrettt (!!!)

I am now terrible in need of money.

I just found that My 'brother' acccepted Christ! :D
Okay im back to being harppppeeee ! :D
Its so great!

I realized i havent done math.
And its GB DAY tml.
I am so not rejoicing.

Ahhhhh big big Mooodswing. (:
Oh yea! :D
To top everything offffff ! :D

Harpee happy luvly birthday to BUNNNNNNNNY!
And FWANKOOOMamaMah!
i gib you xoxo :D
Wuv luv Lub Wub Dub lovvvveeee !

Wondering is killing me.

2008-07-10T07:50:00.000-07:00

Yeah whats wrong with me.

Everything is suddenly coming, rushing - all that truth?

I want to tear out my heart crush it

it aches when it isnt supposed to; just keep beating in the centre.

I hate this.

I hate every bit of this.

I like today.

It hurts. That Black against that White.

I keep reading your msg over and over and Im sorry.

But i cant accept it

Because.

You're either trying to take advantage of my stupidity and later laugh it off with your ass friends.

Or you really mean it but i cant trust that...

Im sorry.

But i simply can't trust whatever you say whatever you do whatever you' re thinking

I CANT STAND THIS DISTRUST, THIS MADNESS.

I need more Faith...

And then a little more.

HorribleVegetable

2008-07-01T06:17:00.000-07:00

Today was a weird day.
And i feel so screwed.
Im just trying to be myself,
Without any obligations
Without pressure
Without all that shiz
Im not out to impress YOU
and im v v v disappointed how terribly pathetic people can get.
To such an extent

I am both Happy but Angry.
Thankzzz Bunnny for my package! :D

I feel like a fucking loser
Damn it.
I want to know.

Superwupersix

2008-06-30T08:23:00.001-07:00

Maybe I should stop spending $ on food
So i can save up to get many many thingzzz
But of course that is crazy and retarded
but but but
The positives are so many +++
I save money
I can buy more stuff
I can pay back people
I can become thinner(!)
I can donate more money
In turn Get Karma
Lolololololololololololol
I think I shall get Lunchboxy first! :D
If it drops from the sky I am the Luckiest Happiest girl on earth \0/

I am damn irritated with ________!
SHIZ YOUUUUU
I hope your ballz drop off I am so annoyed with you!
But on second thought i am nice girl
So I shall keep silent and not chew your brains out
":)"

And to top off everything
I LUVZ GB GANG WORHZ !!!
Ahahahaha.
Luv x Hardcore
Blog : Superwupersix
♥♥♥

Byebye
- Sorry Sawah for your squashed crushed salty corny muffin. :( -
Haha I want to get GUITARHERO PLAYMATE!
WOOOHOOOOO! :D

Worse than average day.

2008-06-26T02:03:00.000-07:00

I feel like im losing my grip on things.
I guess its hard for others to associate with that kind of feeeling.
It just sucks so bad you wna curl up & just ponder about how lousy you are.
And how life is making your heart ache.
I miss hanging out with my friends as normal.
Like everythings okay and theres nothing to worry about.

To love more and hate less.
Ive gta start working on that.
I will be Happy tmr! :D

Moodswing

2008-06-24T08:28:00.001-07:00

1. I like licking my spooons so i can see the shiny concave surface!
2. I tend to think alot but forget what i've thought about very quickly.
3. If nobody's talking to me I feel damn lonely and start to get v v paranoid & i will be the saddest person on earth :(
4. My eldest brother (B) buys for me alarm clocks every year for my birthday.
5. I like looking at the colour of people's eyes reflected in the sun! :D
6. I dont want to look asian/cheeena!
7. My elder brother (C) and I shop for new underwear together at the end of the month.
8. I want to learn how to cook pasta so i can cook it for people and they think im some romantic! :D (cos pasta is Italian, and Italian name pastas after love symbols!)
9. I think the pelican ate my new goldfish. My goldfishie's name is Sqiishey. :(
10. Im beginning to enjoy eating salad alot! :D
11. SHIT SCHOOL. (no surprise here.)

-
I am damn tired and i hate my tuition chinese teacher
she keeps talking to me expecting me to understand with her superior condescending expression
HARDCORE X CHINESE
i can still hear her cheena in my ears ROAR!
then i start responding to her in full sentence american english
she pretty much hates me too
I LOVE HER SO MUCH.

Schl, Lovely.

2008-06-23T06:57:00.000-07:00

Yay first days of school sucks balllzzz
Damn exciting, Monday gives 5 periods of my most hated subs :
MTL MATH PHY
Shizzzzzz
First day of school and im hating it like crap already! :(
Hope the rest of the school year flies by fastttttttt
Still being with the three makes me much more happier :)
Haha!

Dont know why I feel so troubled inside though.
Dont like this feeling!
Rah!

Loves ;Baiiiiiiiiiiii

Dread school tmr! :/

HAHA

2008-06-01T07:56:00.000-07:00

Im supposed to be doing alot of council stuff right now, but here i am,
BLOGGGING! :D
Hehehe. Like im doing illegal stuff.

I WANT SOMEONE TO COME OVER TO MY HOUSE RIGHT NOW AND LAUGH WITH ME!
Seriously everyone im talking to right now is either feeling sad or busy or something!
Roar! :(
[Bunny Where Are you!?]

And ive got GREAT NEWS! :D
I DROPPED MY PHONE INTO BUBBLE TEA CRAP! :D

But i dont care!
Im feeeeling really High right now!
Shall go disturb my brother and play with his ________!
Leave the ______ for your imagination,
Haha! :D
LAUGH WITH ME!

Holy Shiz, I need to type out Logs d.timeline right now! :(
and Ops d.timeline! :(
Bye non-existent unlaughing readers! :(

Spastic

2008-05-30T20:32:00.000-07:00

Ytd was a crazy day.
We suffer blows, we stand up and take it.
We go crazy, we wanted to drink Vodka, we had emergencies. :)
Strangely, I still liked ytd even though I looked like an idiot.
Sometimes, I dont even know what I was feeling or thinking, I just did it without considering the consequences of my actions.
And then go and sit under that dark night sky till 1015 in school just to think about the day.
Yeah definitely not gna forget yesterday. :)

One of the things I was pondering:
Dont you feel as though you can just do so much for just this one person, and the person doesnt do the same for you? :Z Not even a little teeny bit. The person ignores you, doesnt care about you and everything.

And last thing,
who ever who hit me ytd, YOU ALL WILL DIE.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
:D

Be my friend?

2008-05-24T23:49:00.000-07:00

Heard a couple of songs today that made me feel quite sad,

Missing quite a few people. :)

Weather matches my mood: Rainy, Cloudy, Sunny.

Sick

2008-05-23T21:26:00.000-07:00

This has been the WORST week ever of my life.
:/ :( :[ :{ :<

Guess where i am?
In St.A's hospice !!!
on Friday, after having tuition I went home feeling absofkinglutely sick,
and it was really terrible!
And so the entire week ive been taking 6 different meds 3 times a day,
which is equivalent to 18 pills in ONE DAY
and 126 pills in ONE WEEEEEK!

Yeah beat that.
The only great thing about this is that ive lost 3 kg. :)

Cant wait t go out with the people when theyve finally returned from Taman! :D
I really want to go out and eat KFC super badly can!

/edit
omfg they are back!!!

Harpee! :)

2008-05-08T08:23:00.000-07:00

I am Happppppy! :)

GREAT feeling!
I wna go out with the five again kkkk!

Mwakz Baiiii

How I feel

2008-05-07T08:59:00.000-07:00

A kind of emptiness I feel,

A kind of happiness I seek.

Japanese

2008-05-02T19:07:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T9byN-SxIIw&feature=bz303
Go watch! :D
You will be super amazed! :D

Day2 MidYr.

2008-04-28T04:42:00.000-07:00

Currently taking a break,
skipped ChemTuition Today, Yay!(:
Only have got Math tmr till 930, But thats okay.
Cos theres Math Exam on Wed.

I FREAKING SCREWED UP ON MY SOCIAL STUDIES
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN
I wanted to do superwell, feel like everything's fucking wasted now.
GREAT! ):

Yup, vented my frustration,
Feel better!
Got Striking Pink FBT, thankyou Bridget!
And Im gna rush out my Physics now,
Left with 7 Subs.

Im trying my very best to not get affected by external factors,
focus, :)
Good luck people.

ThankYou for a GoodFunnyShitOkay day.

Struggle

2008-04-27T00:33:00.000-07:00

I want to post something,
Cos this loooks so plain. ):
After MidYr I guess.
A break from Studying Math, And I want to cry&die alrd,
Cos I dont know how to do so many questions x 1000000.
Going to Ask people to give me Math Crash Course on Monday and Tuesday.
Digress, I want to know what _______ is talking about.
Not that It should matter to me Anw.

So I ve just come here to say,
I Am Going To Die For MidYears. (!!!)

UpsyDaisy

2008-04-24T05:58:00.000-07:00

I dont know what to make of this week.
Good Bad, suddenly I just feel very empty. :/
Besides, MidYr's coming, Not prepared, No motivation.
Nearly failed Math Test,
Super Sad; But ChangHui kept making me Laugh. :)
So somehow, Thanks.

Completed painting my stupid Pink Egg a while ago,
looks like Shit now.
Well it did look like shit before, so i made it even shittier.
Good Job Paulyn.
Yeah.
And Im so confused,
I dont know whether I should be HPT or Council? O:
I dont want to be just ordinary, but neither do I want to have to take a commitment.
Sigh. :X

And to make things worse,
I didnt get my Wetseal Sunshine Yellow.
:( Damn Sad.
Got refunded,
So now the $18 I owe QuenQuen is Gone.
Yay :)
$10 for th Diary ,
$8 for Bangles.
And some $ for the countless Coffee Bunnies. :)
Haha.

Dont feel Too Haooy.
Happy Early Birthday, Jana. :)

I want some BlingBling to make me feel happier. :/

Palpitations.

2008-04-22T05:41:00.001-07:00

/edit
I actually typed a really Long Long Sad post before I deleted it all away.
Cried a sea.

Feel much better now.
Like what TWS said, its really Time to Move On. :)
So Im going to try my best to ignore You, And _______.
Cos if you people are the ones making me Sad,
Then youre not worth my Time, because my life is only worth living for those who care.

Anw spent a Good time at the AMKLib with The Trio,
I told myself from that Moment on, No more Tears;
Only Laughter and Smiles. :)
Learnt some things I never knew about Other People.
Hush Hush Stuff.
Saw Heidi, that FunnyGirl! :)
I miss the times I've spent with JPAK also,
they had FPS today.
Haha.
Just to let them know Ive not forgotten them;
Still Missing Them Everyday! :)
ClickFive Together! :)

I really want my Life to be much more cheerier, Dontknow how,
But I want the weight in my Heart to be gone.
At least Im not Deformed, Demented or Disabled.
Yeah. :)
Someone told me today, "Life's a Blessing, why waste it when You Have what others Don't?"
Thanks. :)
Mug hard for Midyear.

(L)

2008-04-19T22:15:00.000-07:00

Looking back, I really think that this week has been one of the loveliest, happiest I' ve had throughout my entire Secondary3 so far; And probably one of th nicest times i would remember. :)

Even though Its Mid Year, there doesn' t seem to be much stress that I would usually experience without fail. Maybe Its because I am just Enjoying every moment as it comes and giving it my Best Shot. :)

Spiralling Mind.

2008-04-19T07:37:00.000-07:00

Felt i've spent my day Worthwhile. :)
Joined up with VC at Library, studied!
Saw Kerrie, Primary School Bf,
Missed her so! :)

Then V & I studied till 2, but she got hungry!
And snacked at Cafe, while C arrived.
Many things happened in between,
Too many to say.
But i did feel a mixture of emotions,
At least I hope you arent Angry with me :X
Real Sorry!
Felt so bad about it.
And i really wanted to see ___________.
But its totally a [no hope, no point] situation for me in that case. :(

Studied till about 745, spent 8 Hours there man.
Study All the Way. :)
VC keep laughing!
Dinner time was Alright,
except the food places were all crowded with people;
Im beginning to despise crowds Alot, Alot.
While waiting for seats, Talked to V,C about the Russell Peters Thing!
The $34.50 and the White Boy one! :)
C didnt know what a JackAss Was.
Haha.
Peaceful Dinner after a Long Day.
I swear, I can feel my brain perspiring!

VC left me stranded at Library to wait for Daddy,
Super Scary! :(
Plus, Overhead Bridge nearby.
[Inside Story]
Talked to someone over the phone,
Felt Better.
Thanks. :)

Going to catch up with DreamLand.
Bidded Bye t my PirateGoesArr too, Super Dead.
Try to Complete NYAA by Monday.
Btw, if anyone of you could provide me with Art Ideas, I would be real Grateful! :)
My topics are on;

a) Construction

b) Symmetry

c) Patterns in Nature

d) Double

e) A Bolt from the Blue

g) Getting Ready

PandaEyes, Die. /:

Blur!

2008-04-15T07:18:00.000-07:00

BloggerImages died on me, so i only have these to show, :(

HOIKEEEEES!
Haha, that never fails to cheer me up! :}
Super Funny.
Heavy downpour and the thunder&lightning was really terrible, the main switch tripped a while ago and i freaked out! :/

Today went by like a blurrrrr,
felt that time sped by real fast today.
Starting to enjoy staying back,
Gta Study Yet Enjoy at the same time. :)
And i finally got myself FullScap! Owe people like x 987654321 papers,
I am Paper Shredder Girl. (PSG!)
Lol.
Vivian keeps "randomly" coughing eh!
Her coughing always occurs at super precise moments.
Haha! :D
Scored an A for SocialStudies, Happy aint that futile alrd. :)
Hope i can do better for Middds!
Worried like shit but not taking action, Wow.

Last thing before i go:
Fuck actually stands for Friends U Can Keep! :D
But no idea why it became a vulgarity.
Interesting (!!!)

Haooy!

2008-04-14T06:57:00.000-07:00

Cybee's being real good, easy to use & not laggging as always.
:)
So currently im using it!
Today was a super real haooy day, i like!
If everyday could be like this i would attend school so joyfully.
Started out good,
I heard an excellent joke early in the morning and it made me feel that i shouldnt be so reluctant as always.
"To take each day as it comes,"
I agree with that.
Esp when i was feeling dreadful, the kind of "Damn weekends, they come too slow and pass too fast" feeling.

And duty was Okay except Chewy was a bit dizzy, Ditzy too!
Playing Shooting with his Nalgene.
Haha!
Oh oh And Clara was super funny, Because she bumped into Gregory at recess time while we were heading to the library to slack, She Smiled in apology and when we were walking along, she still kept smiling at thin air! :D
Haha, Because she said she hasn't 'kept' her smile!
:DDDD
Had fun at art, but i didnt manage to draw well!
Keep feeling inferior to the rest,
Their Drawings Are So So Fab.
Played around with _____, With the stupid Oil Pastels!
You will Die With my BLACKGREENPURPLE colours when i get my hands on youuu, Revenge! :D
I shall draw moustache!
Rather than nonsense scribbles!
Managed to grab a photog opportunity too.
Ha.

After that Went For history test, ______ wanted Refresher Course but too late, Sorry!
Quite Alright, Ong Lee Hua's still as nice, Haha.
Caught a glimpse of WKK!:D
But i was deep in thought, actually wanted to tell her something!
Something exciting, but i forgot what it is alrd, darn.

Got bubbletea, ThankYou GuanRu and Esaint and WeiSeng! :D

Headed back to study at the library! :)
The best part of my day! :)
Dorothy, Sarah, Vivian!
Hahaha, we talked so much, we didnt study enough!
In fact we barely studied.
Enjoyed our funnny talk, more please,
Laughed and Laughed and Laughed
Cant stop laughing when i think about it!
Haha.
Lovedddd today,
Thanks Vivian for waiting for me to complete Chemistry,
which was actually one of the best Chemistry lessons i attended also,
Fun! :D
The Guy went out to the bathroom and returned with Sushi from NTUC!
HAHA
And I got to show you the Alistair lookalike!
St.Gabbbbs. :D

Caught the Arena, got Flurry
Sms-ed, Finished Chinese compo on Adolescent Pregnancy w/out help, Managed to complete my Spiritual BadgeWork,
Thank You People for giving me one of the best days everrrrr.
I feel so Blessed!
:)

Yes/No?

2008-04-12T18:39:00.000-07:00

Haha! :D
I like to start my blog posts happy!
Well, i do feel pretty happy now anyway. Cos i slept for appx.14 hours, from ytd 8pm till today, 10am!
Not bad huh.

11 April 2008
---------------

We had cheering at Tpy Sports Hall,
& i was so nervous, i swear i felt my bones shaking /:
Prolly because from the experience felt at the previous cheering, I was real scared.
But i have to admit, this cheering is not bad! :)
Yayyyyyyyy!
Even though we ran out of voice, Even though we were tired&hungry, Even though we felt we weren't motivated enough to motivate others, Even though the audience were rude at times,
WE DID OUR VERY BEST,
And that was really great. :)
I dont really want to think about the bad things that happened that day,
because I realise, I have to move on. :)
And make improvements in every single way.
Felt real enthusiastic at the climax of the game, the tension was high, atmosphere was super awesome! Felt Great.
Only the Winnies came, apart from the rest of the Grads, so i felt a little relieved.
Haha.

Oh, & do check out the Saturday papers,
Our school got featured in a really small 'School Competitions' section!
'Sembawang Secondary crashed 1-3 to Presbyterian High School in a thrilling Vball match..."
HAHAHAHA.

*To a certain someone: Leading may not seem easy, but actually, every one of your jobs hold different levels of difficulty so it does make a difference to every single one of us; esp since we encourage each other to strive. Jiayou! :)

12 April 2008
----------------

Awards And Dedication today,
woke up super reluctantly & dragged my sleep-drugged self to school.
Went to look for Viv & Chels at Bubbletea,
but they weren't there! So on the way back i walked right into the sweaty body of Jiahui.
LOL. His Shirt is Super Wet i tell you, because i was staring at my phone & i didnt see him coming around the bend.
Haha!
Changed into GB Full- U and was late for fall in,
The reason for being late? Not being able to change fast enough.
-.-''

The bus trip there was funny!
Sarah went crazy with her candid shots. Haha!
:D
Sobered a little there at the Victory Family Centre,
Felt like they were using us as free labour, without water&food, & even scolding us.
Pssshtttt.
And i even slept on the jobbbb!
Ushering is incredibly Boring.

Ended on quite a fluctuating note,
With Mrs Tan (new hairstyle, again) getting a lovely cake for Miss Chua! :)
Cos it was Miss Chua's birthday!
And since we couldnt figure out her age, Weili stuck one big fat candle in the middle.
Hehe.
Felt so touched, really! :)
After that, ended feeling quite low,
And headed out for dinner!
Like, finallyyyy.
Kuenkuen & I couldnt think of anything funny to do/say!
Thats something.
Sis Came By, and Silly Sarah thought she was my Mummy.
Haha.

Midyear in 5 days & counting
I am not prepared. :(
Feel damn worried.
i want to burrow myself in my arms and cry.

Damn.

2008-04-10T07:31:00.001-07:00

I honestly felt like crap today,
everything turned out absolutely wrong! :(
And i broke one of my resolutions yet again,
it was to not cry in public but everything hurt! :(
why cant i just let it go.
Having to face so many disappointments and pressure in one day,
how much can a person take?
You people expect too much, yet too little of me.
I dont know what to think, but i know i need a long break away from reality.

/edit
I hate this post,
because its like im trying to gain sympathy
but im freaking not
why should i even give a shit about your opinion anyway?
oh, because i am a sensitive gay naive sod.
If any other shit wants to get a raise out of me,
~~i hope~~
You Will decapitate by gangrene, dying in the worst, most disgusting retarded way ever,
and my werewolf will crush you and tear your bloody organs apart.

I have a werewolf, dont test me.
End.

"You are a bimbo. Oh wait, do you even know how to spell that?"
"Your lips are so thin, when i kissed you, you gave me a paper cut."
"I think you re hot, but im blind."
"I think your voice's sweet, except im deaf."
Haha!
Thanks Clara! :)

anticipate change

2008-04-08T04:07:00.000-07:00

Yea, im missing OBS more everyday.

& i got myself jumbo packs of Nature Valley! With Ovaltine & Milo to make HaiZul's secretmix.

Hehe. :)

i laughed so much today, my funnybone is going to split soon :)
Dont be emo alrd peeple!
Viv&Chels&Sarah, I love chuuu,
you girls make my day so cheery! :)

i want all my negative feeelings to go away. :}
Feel quite excited for Chapel tmrw!
Oh yes, ChangHui cracks me up, Haha.

Salvation is here(:

2008-04-07T05:55:00.000-07:00

I find that i'm practically wasting everyday away.

I dont do anything that benefits anyone, i irritate&annoy, my advice is shit.

I dont have motivation to do my homework, I dread tuition.

Reluctance is always prominent in nearly every aspect of what im doing,

Is this what its supposed to be like?

I keep brooding over everything, my mind is always spiralling out of nowhere,

What a mess. :(

Life starts to become dull.

I cant seem to snap out of my daydream. :(

Today was alright. :)

Ordinary, maybe a bit crazy, but it was okay.

Better than a bad day.

It* caused quite a commotion, not anything that i expected.

But i really hope we'd be good friends. :)

I feel so empty right now.

I want a hug. :(

i found out that im allergic to Anna Sui's eyeliner today,

I want to rip my eyeballs out.

Blasted away my kaching$.

Great. :(

):

2008-04-06T07:38:00.000-07:00

Oh no.
God please save polaroids!
They are amongst one of the most beautiful things on Earth as they capture life in its original living beauty.

Every moment pictured is utterly special. ;)
Mid years in a week or two, and im still living in wonderland.

tired

2008-04-05T11:03:00.001-07:00

i am so frustrated with myself (!!!)
why cant i ever do anything right!
my entire NYAA got deleted instantly because of that careless mistake i made.
cried like mad, going to cry another river. ):
i want a miracle.
I feel like im losing everything i've got, i dont even know what kind of person i am anymore.
and im constantly quarrelling with everyone around me,
why cant i just learn to shut up sometimes.
Been listening to blessed.
I cant wait to strengthen my faith. :)
Thats the only thing encouraging me silently now.
i wish you knew that im not very good with words sometimes;

/edit
i spent 8 hours working throughout the night and managed to finish the precision drill text,
thank God. :)
I hoped i've worked out most of my problems,
now theres only mid years to face. :)
you'd better like the plasters i got for chuuu! :)
i love JPA(K),
shes really my bestie! :)

♥ ♥ ♥

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! holy cow i love you so!

Bye livejournal.

2008-04-05T07:38:00.000-07:00

hello :)
Im back to using old dear blogger again, due to livejournal being crap without basic accounts! ):
Mind my rants,
Play nice,
Dont fight. :)
This shall be my tempo photo journal in the meantime.
Shall we witness the ups and downs of life together?